always watching

No one ever completely from trauma, I know that…
But at the same time. My days have seem better.
Nicer. Brighter. Calm.
It may not be this way always,
So  I embrace the temporary peace.
He gave me HPV. It attacked my body pretty bad.
It was so unfair. I never sleep with anyone but him.
He was my husband. I didn’t think it was fair.
When he would hook up with random girls
and I knew they didn’t use protection…
I would contact those women to warn them.
But most of them dismissed it as
an angry, bitter wife spouting nonsense.
I pray those women really got tested.